Again, another year of my youth has gone by just like that,
Just a short review with what I was up to in 2015.
To start off, I would like to say, I've made a big step to life by chasing and doing what I'd willing to work hard for. Even though there were so much pressure, uncertainties, and even doubts around me. I still decided, it is time for me to seriously make a decision for myself and be responsible for my own life. i need to take my own matters in my own hands.
2015, it's also a year filled with a lot of dramas but drama happens everyday, every minutes and every seconds. It is normal, maybe this year had more dramas than usual.
I was totally happy that I made in OT at the beginning of this year; however, the more i get to know about what is an OT and what OT will have to do in the future. I just couldn't force myself to live a life that I've never really/ truly wanted or desired. I cried, stressed, frustrated and depressed for several months before I can completely set myself free from all these noises that would come, once I made a decision. But I still did. Even though, it was such a weird and a very hard-to-describe type of feeling. All i know is that i need to be completely honest with my life and myself.
And slowly I've came to realise, people live life just like this. Like this, eat, sleep, have fun, make money with whatever jobs they like, fall in love with someone, get married and have children. I don't need to be all glamorous with my job, and I don't need to get a job because I am worried how other's gonna perceive me. It's my life and I don't have to live with other's standards.
There might be risks, uncertainties and ups-and-downs. But I've realised all these, compose a typical life adventure. I know I need to embrace and tackle it in order to have a smooth ending. ;)
Anyways, 2015 hasn't been all easy but I've learned, gained new perspectives and life experience. I will keep rocking and living my life as best as I can.
Wish everyone a very happy 2016, keep working hard for what you truly want. Never give up and never say no to opportunities. ;)
