Sunday 1 January 2017

2017

Yes, typical, a new year post to look back at the year of 2016 and to make more excuses to post more photos of myself. And i am going to do all of that in this post.

Looking back, 2016 was incredibly fast, memories of Melbourne trip still is as vivid as it was, almost reminded me that I only have gone to Melbourne in a recent occasion. But anyways, don't you just get amazed by how much you don't realise how many things had happened during a year. Talking about boys incidents during my birthday months and bar hopping, i totally do not feel like that was just a few months ago.

I did two Uni + Tafe all at once, was completely out at the back of my head too, i can't believe how amazing that has been, and if it wasn't my proactive approaches to life, i don't think I've have actually achieved 5/6 of my 2016 goals, it sure has been an unforgettable this year.

Of course, 2016 can't be all smooth and easy, it definitely has been hard, and even harder. For oddest reason, I don't find it hard, I find it challenging and at the same time, I've always knew hard work would always pay and I always knew i will always achieve what I set to achieve. And I did. Nothing speaks louder than actions and all these proven results constantly reminded me to keep going, keep working hard, because it worked before and it will definitely work again.

Those are some of internet slangs I overused in 2016.

  • slay
  • on point
  • as bright as my future
  • something higher than my GPA
  • up your game 
  • gold af
  • lit af
  • 'something' game strong 
  • treat yo self 
  • independent woman who needs a no man 

Slogan of 2016 : Make it happen 
I set this slogan for myself in 2016 to constantly remind myself to be proactive about life, experience, people, skill development and about my own personal growth and learning. And I did, and that was probably the most satisfying thing to do, if i even encounter doubt, i always ask myself "is this uncomfortable? and if the answer is yes, I always say to myself "then make it comfortable!" 

There's something I've also learnt about being so ridiculous independent is that, yes you do want human connections, affections and company from time to time. And there's also on many occasions and many times of this year, I've looked into my phone and tried to call someone, realised there's not many people I can count on, no matter how many friends i've made this year,  there's barely anyone that I could call at anytime of the day to do anything. So I learnt to love myself, and i learnt to be my own best friend, and i've learn to enjoy having more solitude time, doing more things on my own, and that opened up a totally new experience and some new thoughts on life, myself and more. And of course, shout out to my spontaneous friend of the year *Shell <3* (god bless your spontaneous soul). 

For this year, I've discovered an intense affection towards colours, and especially pastel colours, I've always loved it, and there's no way my wardrobe be monochrome, i am a crazy fish lady who loves colours. And especially 2016. 

There's many moments and nights of 2016, my brain just doing weird thoughts late at night, so pretty must i lost my sleeps on multiple occasions. I hope 2017 will be better with my sleeping patterns, been trying to adjust it still fucked up, but i ain't giving up. 

Well, and of course, thank you for people who came into my life somehow, whether if its just that random lady at the NYE party last night, or my long term friends who were always with me every year, all of you have made an incredible 2016 for me. And bad things, memories and people shall be forgotten in 2017. Positive vibes only, no negativity. 

Some photos from the single's NYE park party last night 


Me:"lets do a candid photo, pretend we are talking and looking at each other."
Her:" looks at me, and whispered "you are so full of shit."
I felt the love 


This is a photo for the single ladies :)


Those incredible single ladies who I got to spend my NYE with. <3 

XOXO
 Happy New Year







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